My Contract with Divinity
This is the very first time that I narrow
my wordings down into a chapbook and I *
* hereby solemnly swear to take a vow to myself.
I will savour and flavour, relish and enjoy the ride &
the process as much as I can. I will take as many detours
that I possibly can and I will intentionally and deliberately
slow down, pace down, catch up and be in the moment. I will
learn, read, write, stumble, fumble, tumble in broad daylight. I
will expose my scars & I will challenge every fear there is to wit-
ness to this day. I will have faith & trust divinity. I will let divine *
interventions guide me & let them steer the ship. I will take every
* bit of pain & hold it hostage until there is nothing left but dust, *
emptiness and nothingness. I will take that nothingness & throw
it out the window by my yellow brick house. I will build castles
instead of fences. I will remove my defences and I will replace
them with my vulnerability and tenderness. I will show the
world how to be soft, genuine and authentic in a world
that is constantly trying to change who you are.
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I will devour my time. I will relish it as
if it were the last time here on Earth. I will *
speak to God and even the demons if I have to.
If it comes to that, I will protect my vulnerabilities
as if I held them the last time. I will expose every one
* of the demons that consume me & those around me. I
will be gentle when I get lost in the woods of words. I will
fill myself with as much love as I possibly can. Fill it until it *
pours into the ordinary mundane life & make it worthwhile.
* I will show the world of all its wonders & miracles. I will *
continue to do so until the beast beats the crap out of my
* tender and delicate soul. I will continue to do so even
when my mortal life is over and my physical body & *
* vehicle can take it no more. I will transform into *
wind, earth and fire. I will speak to you through
the wind, the rain, the thunder, the tsunami &
* all other possible communications. *
ODD JADE 
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